Do I Want What??

I s'pose this is a relatively quiet and early Saturday for me. Crawled out of bed way past noon and had brunch and arvo tea and a short break and then dinner and drinks and desserts at Ginger again. Yes, it's my second time there this week just like any other week. I simply can't stop going to that place ever so frequently.

Went to my first footy game ever last night, St Kilda vs Collingwood, and the former thrashed the latter big time. It all worked out well cos with the people I was going with, I was s'pose to barrack for the Saints. I must say I quite enjoyed the whole experience though, the energy in the stadium (with a crowd of 45,507!),the flow of passion and testosterone (alright, maybe a tad too much of the latter) and the fact that I could guzzled on beer and watched the game at the same time. I like how passionate these people are over the games and their favourite teams and how dedicated they are to this game which is so unique to this part of Australia. Although, of course, I wish I knew more about what was going on with the game and better food (other than crappy meat pies) could be served at the stands.

The night continued on with drinks and pool and it lasted till four in the morning. So yes, I really need a tame one tonight (altho it's not getting any earlier either).

Will be going for the Finn Brothers concert on Monday, how thrilling! Funny how I was being tempted to go for the second show (which I had a ticket for initially but let it go to prevent an overkill) again. I said no to the invitation, however much of a fan I am. The same person asked me to go to the same gig last year too. In both cases, it didn't work out cos I have my own ticket already. The only (and main) difference now as compared to then is that I have absolutely no interest (not in that way at least) in this person anymore and am not aimlessly hankering after anything anymore. Of course, I still respect this person as a person, and it was afterall because of our acquintance that got me into this whole Finn obsession. Since March till now, however, many things have certainly changed and much thoughts have been sorted out on my part.

One thing I have to point out though, and that is, funny (and very coincidental as well) how this person and the someone I have been going out with recently share the same name. Geez, it must be written somewhere in the book of fate of my life that I must be caught up with people with this name. Am I gonna meet a third one (not that I haven't met any other, but they are just aquintances and colleagues)? I shudder to think, really.

In any case, it's not as if I will eventually end up with either one. I have more or less decided actually, that I am not gonna pursue or fight for anything. It's all a matter of inspiration truly, and I must say I am not very willing to channel much energy into this aspect at the moment, although I must admit the idea of having someone is always an inviting and comforting one. Oh well, let's not get too carried away here, like seriously.