One more for the record

It's funny how I was just writing about being misjudged and all this morning and now I am faced with the same situation again. Just found out from a friend earlier on that a person who is seemingly close to me (and whom I trusted even) thinks I am a jerk just because I can't get stand her boyfriend. She even thinks that I will look down on her based on her poor academic results. On her part, I s'pose she has the notion that I am intimidating (towards her boyfriend at least) and that I think I am top shit now (because of my First Class Honours) and will go around dissing anyone who performs badly in uni. Now, how childish can one get? I guess I still could handle all these crap as I said before, and I can't change the way some people think about me. But I guess what disgusts me most is the fact that she still pretends to be my friend and acts all nice and caring towards me. She would even share a favourite movie or song of hers with me (and I always have a soft spot for silly things like that). And above all, instead of feeling angry or anything, I feel utterly stupid. Stupid that I didn't see her as a foe and stupid that I have always held a high level of respect for her. To think that I treated her as a friend and even spoke highly of her in front of others, damn.

This brings me to my first entry where I mentioned I still have problems at times differentiating friends from foes. I should really work on this aspect of my life I guess. Should I make this my new year resolution?

Na, I don't think so. It's been yonks since I made (or kept) one, really. I know I have done nothing wrong this time and won't care to do anything to rectify this problem.

On that note, I won't even let this incident put a damper on my plans tonight. I am still going to have a good Japanese dinner with my friends later and will still be all cheery and happy at the party tonight. Now I gotta go iron my shirt and start getting ready to head out and play.