Note To Self

I have had one too many drinks tonight, so I am just gonna say what I want to say. Might not make sense, but I know it's as true as it gets.

I have decided that I will walk away. You made up the third reason why I wanted to leave so badly back there. Clearly, who am I trying to kid? We have different intentions and we will never ever arrive at the same destination.

I will try, in all possible ways. I will try not to look in your directions anymore and I will never be sold into anything ever again.

I do not want to leave it with a sour note although that will probably make it easier to move on. But maybe for once, I want to keep the good memories.

I will never let you know my deepest, darkest feelings and all those crazy emotions and actions that I have been through and done, respectively, for the past couple of months. But never say never.

Definitely a note to self.

And yes, I do not want to talk about you anymore, be it here or in real life. It has been a helluva ride.

JT